Bad news came in through my window today, and really, it may well determine my life. Not that it will change it on a great scale, but it’ll hinder me from achieving what and when I want to. I never really took it seriously. Not once. It was never really something I gave much thought to or put my interest into, until now. It’s the power of ‘want’. You want something, you get it. But how much do you want it? Sure you want it, but do you have that urge to get it? How important it that specific thing to you? Important enough to sacrifice what you can?
It’s so hard to bring yourself up to some you’ve never gave a second look at and to put your effort and time into whatever. A 360 turn in your life is totally impossible. Hell, it’s hard to even make a 180. But if you strive, and you endure, it is possible. Do not say you care, because you don’t. If you worry, anticipate or stress over, then you can say you care. Do not tell yourself that bullshit you always do, because everything is not fucking OK. As a matter of fact, it’s fucking shit, it’s going to get worse if you don’t do nothing. Make it happen. Pull yourself out of the quicksand. Don’t let your own thoughts devour your dream. Instead, work for it, toil, sweat, whatever.
So here I am, telling myself, “You can fucking do it.”
New year resolution #1
Laters.
new year’s resolution. wow.. whatever you’re going for, good luck! your cousin’s here to support you tho i really dont know what you’re striving for. have fun tho.